| I want to go back to July. When everything was perfect.
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| Never, ever take the one you love for granted.
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| I can't write on xanga the way I do in my diary. It's awkward. But I always feel the need to update it even though I usually don't. Whatever.
I feel like I'm taking too long to get out of the state I'm in. Everyone says it's getting easier, but I don't feel that way yet. I also feel like I depress people when I talk to them.
I just feel so numb to everything now. I can't feel any emotion right now. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I always feel so guilty about the way I feel anyway. I can't win. If I laugh or smile, I end up feeling bad about it. And being sad all the time just fucking sucks too.
I don't know. I don't know what to say anymore.
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| Time is going by so slow. It's only been 17 days, but it feels like forever.
There is never a time when I'm not thinking about you, and how much I love you.
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